Another B-day I don't get to spend with you. I know your never far, but it's hard not seeing your smiling face whenever I need it. Looking down on me from a puffy painted cloud. I wish I could have just another year, day, minuet to tell you that I still miss you, and wish I had you giving me wisdom in these most dramatic years of my life.

I was talking to my friend and I end up telling him the sad tale that occurred about 2 months ago. i was visiting one if my many friend's apartment. They asked me to stay for dinner and that I could not refuse. I accepted of course because who is their right mind would turn down free food. I decided to walk about the room because I was angry at ( Read more... )

YEssss I said splurge...I know what your thinking, and we'll talk about that after a few drinks...lol. Anyway, a few weeks ago I was walking up my hill on my way to class. I was listening to my ipod and a good song came on and I was zoning out so I didn't see my neighbor walking down the side walk. He was walking his dog and I luv his dog because ( Read more... )

I will again try this endeavor called live journal. I've had many new and eye opening experiences that have me delving deeper into what I like, want, don't like, need, etc. I have come to terms with my sexual nature, and it is a breath of fresh air not to be constantly worried of what one my think and to listen to my heart instead. It pains me ( Read more... )

There is so much to say that I have no idea where to begin our journey again. I will continue the story of what I have dubed the Tarjae Adventures. There has been up and downs and many things that would boggle a sane persons' mind. I will start off on the GSTL's, these are our so called team leaders of the front end( cashiers, guest services, food ( Read more... )

Love is such a fickle thing. Your in it your out of it. You want it you don't want it. You obssess, you avoid, you crave, you love, you hate, you and I belong to it, but we also live outside of it. I don't know when it occurred but somewhere along the line I had it in my head that I wanted someone to love more intimatel and spiritually. Body, mind ( Read more... )

Today is the aniversary of you the life you left when you went away. I cherished all the times we spent together. I loved you more than life itself because you were my mom. When you were angry at me, I loved you, when you smiled at me I could have died happy, just to know that you loved me too. My heart aches because you are not here. I miss ( Read more... )

Today at work people were sooo anooying. Not the cashiers, or the people checking out, but our semi-bosses. Two of them were completly Bitchy today, I am absolutely convinced it was PMS!!!!!!!!!!! I asked Luwanda ( and I guess the ghetto Bitch came out today), if there would be anybody that would be able to cover for me when I go on brake. Not if I ( Read more... )

The other day my bestest friend T-Diddy showed me the photos of this street photographer. It was a site to behold. I was sooo muved by them. It was a soothing momement in my life. Things seemed to be so carefree and the pics that he took are breathtaking. I could have died happy after seeing them ( Read more... )

Boston was amazing....i miss my bretheren much more that i thought I did. I was sooo happy to see them, and got the party with them again. It was mazing, because it has been a while since I have partied that hard. Such a crazy night, and my girls of 90 were awesome as well....I miss them a great deal as well. Playing whilleball, seeing the campus, ( Read more... )