i guess today sucked...i worried all afternoon...and she doesn't seem to care....

i don't kno what to do...i love her so much...but i can't keep doing this...i guess it's up to her...i guess it's her choice now...

i want to be high school sweethearts...

love you lindsey....always and forever

FIRSTS ( Read more... )

today i just wanted to die. I really did. first thing this morning i has a dream about something horrible...too horrible to mention here. not even going to hint about it. then i got to work....even worse. then i got home and couldn't pay my speeding ticket..so now i'm going to have to be tried in my absense...which means i'll get failure to appear ( Read more... )

lindsey says she cares...but what do i do when she doesn't act like it...i love her more than anything..i truly do...and i'd do anything to make her happy. she knows that and so do i. i just wish she'd care. i just wish she'd show it. i just wish she'd stop running from every problem she has in her life. I don't want to be a burden to her...maybe i ( Read more... )

i want to be with her more than anything. i just want her to be mine...i just want someone to tell me that we'll be together forever or we won't be. one or the other. i jsut want to know. then i could plan my life accordingly. I don't understand why things have to be this hard. why things can't just work out the way they should. She wants to stay ( Read more... )

i love everything about her...except leavin her. i don't understan why this hurts so much...i want to be near her and i really want her to make and effort too ( Read more... )

i feel alone. all alone. making a home in desolate shadows. i just can't seem to snap from this feeling. i feel alone all alone. i don't see the light like i used to i don't feel the sun anymore. it's cold now. it doesn't warm up anymore. thanks ( Read more... )

sometimes i just feel like nothing in the world can tear us apart...nothing. I love her so much and i would marry her if it was feasible....Other days...i feel like theres not a chance in hell we'll stay together...i just don't know what to do. I love her more than anyone could ever imagine. i love everything about her...as you will see in the ( Read more... )

To her mom ( Read more... )

lindsey keeps putting time limits on our relationship and it really bothers me...i love her so much and i don't want to be told when we need to do something...granted marriage isn't something that'll happen for a while i just don't want to be told when i should be ready...i just don't want that. I guess i understand her sometimes...but then other ( Read more... )