hello. my name is jessica russell and i will be living in portland for 10 more days, and sunriver for 8 more days. after that, i will go to live in san antonio, where i will live until christmas break in december. i have no idea where i'm going for thanksgiving, and that makes me very sad, because it's one of my favorite holidays. i may not ( Read more... )

i have found that the key to my happiness is to (in order):

1)stay away from my mom

2)stay away from my dad

3)do my homework

4)don't realize we only have 23 days of school left and school doesn't fucking matter contrary to my parent's belief

5)find shortcuts to get my homework done

6)talk to my nextdoor neighbor

7)enjoy sunny weather

8)be ( Read more... )

number of nights i hung out w/ sketchy/cool guys: two maybe three ( Read more... )

tonight will be fun i think. i am excited about it. and i don't really know why, but who cares. i love all this music han gave me. it is lovely. my phone is healthy now, and my car is on the road to recovery. let the healing begin. i'm thinking about calling my next door neighbor to hang out w/ us. i mean obviously i'll talk it over w/ han ( Read more... )

i'm in love. i haven't figured out whom or what i love yet. could be the fans who were uber fucking loud at my game last night. could be the feel of hitting the ball to get a kill and almost breaking a girl's wrist. who knows. maybe i'll find out soon...if not, meh.

i'm not sure what just happened, but all of a sudden it hit me:

TOMORROW is the last day of school!  TWO more classes, and we're done!  for months!  WHAT'S UP WITH THAT?!?!?!

i know everyone else realized this long ago, and i knew technically tomorrow was the last day, it just hadn't hit me yet.  we don't have to go to school on thursday.  or ( Read more... )

why am i in such a bad mood?  is it the rain?  why can i not stand my mother?  i just don't get it.  she bothers me SO much.  maybe it's because she can sense when i get really irritable and just in a bad mood, then tries to make me feel better.  how does she try to get me to feel better?  she tries to make jokes, ask questions, be involved.  i can ( Read more... )

everyone who will be in P-town on September 19th:

DO RACE FOR THE CURE!!!

AND DO IT ON THE LINCOLN TEAM!!!

cool stuff to know:

Sept. 19th

don't have to go to lincoln to be on the lincoln team

don't have to participate w/ other lincoln kids

can do any event - yes, even the one mile WALK.

if we've got the biggest team of students, staff, teachers, ( Read more... )

holy mother of God, i love happy endings.  unbelievable. 

HI! My name is Jessica! I never update!