Alot has happened since I was last on here. I have been so busy working. Well first of all I am no longer talking to John. I had been trying to call him and he would not answer his phone. When I did talk to him he said that he had been really busy working. I can understand that but he could have called me just to say hi or even text me. Then ( Read more... )

Last night I went over Dre's house so that we can talk. THe out come of that was that he can not do this many more. Meaning that he can no through this with me. I know I can't do it anymore either. I do realize that I expect alot from him I know that he is working on it but some times I feel like he is not doing it fast enought. But today I ( Read more... )

Yesterday was Jo's Graduation. It was nice. My two aunts and my grandfather came up from IL to see her. I was not suprised that they were not at mine becasue my mom's side as always been more into Jo and my dad's side more into me. But was say is how I feel like my parents care more about Jo graduating then me. Yes I messed up my senior year ( Read more... )

When is the right age to start thinking about your future. Not just your furture as far as where your career will take you. But who you will spend the rest of your life with. Durning your live you sill go through so much change. Along with this change you will go through a set of mate. Each time you go into the relastionship thinking that this ( Read more... )

Well I do not know how many people know but I have meet a new guy. Most people think that this is a good tihng becasue of the way that Dre treats me. And I tohught that is how I would feel with spending more time with John. I thought that I would get over Dre. It was good between John and me at frist. He was saying all of these nice things ( Read more... )

Well, since I do not log on that much anymore alot has happened. I have beening going to Detroit to meet new guyz. Cause, some times Dre is nice and other times he is not. So I thought that meeting new people would help out. Well I have meet two different guyz. ONe is nemed Carl. He is crazy. He says that he is only 22 years old but he has ( Read more... )

What do you do when you know some one that is going through a death in their family? What do you do? What do you say to them? You want to make them feel better, but you do not want to make them talk. You want to know what you need to do but you do not know how to ask them. The reason why I say this is Dre's grandmother is dieing ( Read more... )

Dre is someone that I have fallin in love with. He is alot better than my ex Mike. Butstill not good enought. he takes my forgranded. He knows that I will always be there. Well, I may not. Saturday I was board and I wanted to do something. I was going to go to Flint with my mom so that I can see him. He said that he was going some where and ( Read more... )

I have been home all of two days. But alot has happened. I have been a taxi for my family. I have spent time with Dre. We talked about things so we will see what happens. But, there was one big problem. I got my frisnt TICKET. I thought that the spend limit was 45 and i was going 50. But the speed limit was 35. That cop was pulling over ( Read more... )

As time passes by it get close to the time when I have to leave. I know that there are so many people that I will miss. The other half of my brain left today so I am sitting in my room by myself. It is a very sad event. There are so many people that I have meet. And I have learned something from every one. You never relize how clsoe you get to ( Read more... )