i guess i could say that lately i have been in a little bit of a predicament. I'm not too sure how to express it or explain what's wrong exactly but i guess that's just because this may not be the best place to do that ( Read more... )

I just got done watching the VMAs tonight and i can definately say i am quite pleased with the results because my girl KC won everything that she deserved to win, even if she didn't think so herself. Man i swear if ever there was an album that got me through all the shit of everything, i am not ashamed to admit that it was hers. Bran and i would ( Read more... )

Why the fuck is it taking so god damn long to find out?

i've been in too much of a writing mood for far too long. I need to get back in school, sad to say i miss it. it's funny. while i was in it i never went, and now that i have been on this 7 month hiatus from it i can't think of anything else i want to do more. Not high school exactly, just classes like math to regain the four years i have dropped ( Read more... )

going on hour 30 of no sleep and the last 6 have been dealing with two kids under the age of five who's sole mission it seems is to adamently ignore everything i want them to do. Think it's hard doing in a normal state of mind, try doing it in a delusional one. I have these flashes of where i put them in boxes in very quiet rooms, and for at ( Read more... )

I want to be open and out of this place ( Read more... )

I went out last night which was pretty good. It started off slow but around 545ish it started picking up for sure. It was a good saturday in a lot of ways and one of the first that i did completely sober and never looked to change that all night, it was great. it was also a really random night, like random slurpee craving, which got completely ( Read more... )

ok so now for the real entry, last one was kind of a delusional load of rambling bullshit i guess. I haven't been home much this past week, which i really like. It feels good to me to have the days just run right into eachother to where you can't really decipher which activities happened on what day and you just come to the conclusion that they ( Read more... )

insomnia sure does grow on you. These past couple days have been a little low on the sleep front but high in excitement for sure. Nothing better than seeing the boys all drunken and incoherent when, for the first time, you soberly look on in total amusement. it was a good night for sure. today was good too, had some of that quality sister time, ( Read more... )

I gave in. everyone has one so i thought, you know, i might as well you know, i need the practice anyway. I'm a little rusty on the writing...SO...well i guess today was a good day to start this since i actually have a lot i want to talk about, one subject, but a whole lot to say. Today was a really good day because i finally got to hang out with ( Read more... )