I realize that as things here really start to come together, the notion of having an actual life that will sustain some meaning and purpose is really possible. It's been tough though, don't get me wrong, and i wouldn't want to make anyone think that i got myself into this fantasy world where everything is glamour and class, high-fashion and free ( Read more... )

I'm alive. things are well. great.

I don't write in this thing nearly enough, but I guess it's not too dire since most the people I have on here hear from me one way or another. Things are getting really hectic in a slow paced way if that makes sense. There just feels like there's so much to do, so many people to tell these profound and meaningful things to to tie up any loose ( Read more... )

Dear God, even though I have not heard from financial aid on whether or not they are giving me the finances needed to pursue higher education, by the way my mom is talking I think regardless of what comes out of FAFSA, I will be in New York City come Jan. 11. 2006.

Oh man, this is it.

I'm going to New York.

i got to bed today at 3 in the afternoon after being up for over 24 hours and struggled to sleep until only 8:30 at night. I felt like shit, a mix of drunk/hungover and fresh cold and overall my body was pissed at me for treating it so badly with no sleep and no coffee to compensate. But much to my surprise as i stumbled into the kitchen to the ( Read more... )

my phone does not work down here ( Read more... )

wow, this is it, my ass is leaving this place for a whole three weeks. yes THREE weeks. I leave tomorrow morning at 7 and then i get back Oct. 15 at about 11 at night, given that everything goes alright with the planes and the schedules and such. ( if you pray for me so i don't crash, it will be deeply appreciated. :)) But yes, i'm really ( Read more... )

i can literally smell the season change and that is amazing. i love the look of fall, honestly it really is the most beautiful season we have and the most significant one at that. The only difference this year is that for the first time i will not be headed off to go skip school as soon as september rolled around. Instead i get to spend my days ( Read more... )

ok so 4000 a semester tops, 1800 a month rent for a beautiful three bedroom, 2 bath, great view and balcony to enjoy it from apartment, at least for a few months until i can secure a roomate, and considering i actually decide i can accept living in brooklyn rather than midcity (which is still looking a little bleak), without getting into the school ( Read more... )

it's pretty much been a week since i've written in here but sadly there is still little to write about. I leave for mexico in a little over two weeks and i have nothing ready for the trip. I haven't stumbled across any new love interests even though i need to for the sake of sanity and moving on. I'm not starting school soon which makes me sad, ( Read more... )