To live is to be free...and to be free is to be happy....but if you make other people UN-happy by proxy....is being free a good thing?

The seasons over...people are leaving..another winter begins. Havent posted in a while....long while. Mostly because ive been trying to hide from everything and everyone. Life is seems has been in a whirlpool of activity that has me at the center unable to control my current life. My roommate left..that sucks. But in a way im really happy for him.. ( Read more... )

So here i am....Getting ready for work after not sleepin in.......a while Its only sleep right? anyway Im hoping after work to go disc golfing....which should be fun. It was so cold today it actually hurt to walk to work. But i was smiling the whole way because just it being that cold is unreal. The taku winds were gusting, 60+ they tell me, and it ( Read more... )

So coincedences, pardon the spelling, are heaping on top of each other and im getting worried. Something about the shadows of the future can be seen in the present. Its possible im seeing things....but if im not than i think im moving to the south pacific and teach myself how to sail.

Sometimes when you think life has you down, IT does. So hold the mofo down and give it a dutch rub until it screams uncle.
Words of wisdom at 5 in the mornin

Weird day, stayed up late playing games and stuff than got up early and did the same. Tawney woke me up this morning, what was odd about it was that I was having a bad dream with her in it. She claims she was napping and heard someone sit on the edge of the bed next to her and she half opened her eyes, all sleepy like, and it was me, but i was all ( Read more... )

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I lost my temper today at work. Fucking idiots I work with were giving one simple task with no supervision, The guy directly above me in rank of all people, and hes fucks it up and shits upon my otherwise nice and shiny day. Ah well. Im going to let it go I just hope he learns his lesson or Im going to have to send him to school. I called it off ( Read more... )

What do you do when you get what you want but it doesnt make you happy? Does that mean that you DONT know what you want? Or am I just neurotic? Probly both. So goldbelt is over and done with. That last day was so trying that I felt like walking out, or busting some heads. Buffet opens at 9, with my help the room was ready by 1030. Half the staff ( Read more... )

Im glad im back. Home that is. I dont miss Seattle but suprisingly I missed Portland alot. I know part of the reasons why, but the rest are a mystery. Maybe not enough good wholesome companionship in Juneau anymore, nothing against my friends who still live here, but i never see any of them or hang out with them. Life has just....I dont know ( Read more... )