Its 530 in the morning, I like mornings but 530 is early enough to be last nite. Started work full time, Good people for the most part and im learning some new ways of doing things. Its humbling though, just when you thought you had a good grasp on things and had a decent idea of what you were doing, you get put into a situation like this one. Its ( Read more... )

I must have jinxed myself. That girl i was seeing called it off, It was sweet because she was trying to protect me from....myself? Good effort but she being more muddled than i am. Maybe i can make it work, because being Single sucks. Anyway, Nothing new to report in Seattle. Weather sucks, ive got a cold type thing that's making life difficult. Im ( Read more... )

Well its been a while since i posted, been busy, not that busy but.....distracted lets say. Spent the summer in Juneau. Broke my arm halfway through and played for the better part of the summer before going back to work. Met this really cool girl, were still together, dont know if it will last, but its good for now. Im writing from my friends house ( Read more... )

Women can be fantastically cruel without even realizing it. Odd how that works that something so profound can happen and someone wont even realize its happened. I told myself that i would be telling more people how i feel, and for the most part i have, with a couple of exceptions. One of these doesnt seem to change no matter what i do, the T'other ( Read more... )

Tried to goto bed early tonight. Not happening. Just started to think....about everything and one thought turned to two than 7 than a thousand. Time doesnt feel like its moving so fast until you look back at things you feel like you shouldve accomplished. Funny stuff, life i mean. I want to leave the hanger. I realized this as i drove to work on a ( Read more... )

I need some peeps in my life, living out in auke bay sucks. Were looking for someplace downtown, or maybe in douglas, that would be fun. Douglas people are weird, but they seem nice enough. Being closer to people, to some sort of life that better fits my schedule will be good. As is, i dont see anyone, makes life kinda lonely. Not like life isnt ( Read more... )

Today was hell, but it ended in one of the best ways i can imagine. Get off 4 hours later than i was supposed to, grabbed some beer and went and hung out on Lena Beach with some friends and a nice toasty fire. The northern lights made an appearence and i would guess just about every star there is was out tonite dancing and doing .....well star ( Read more... )

It is home sweet home. All you ever really need is a break from juneau so's you can truly appreciate it. Im working at the Wanger again, thats minus but they still pay be really well, and the work is just stupid crap so hopefully i can maintain till the summer comes and than maybe do the boat thing again, this guy im working with will probly hook ( Read more... )

Home sweet Home? Well see

I hurt to many people it feels like, as many as i try to help, it seems like i hurt that many more. Is that what it means to help? To do good for some and than leave the rest to dissappointment? I know thats not the way it works, but its the way i feel tonite. I was no good for caroline, i knew that, but she couldnt see it, and i couldnt explain it ( Read more... )