i just want to do as many drugs, drink as much booze as possible so i can forget how fucking bored i am

fuck you

damn i miss being 17, no responsibility, no real cares, just friends and good times, fuck growing up.im getting a job at harris here in the next week or so, kindof stoked but its depressing as fuck since its a real job and that pretty much marks how the rest of my life will go. i have no ambitions in life other then to get tattood and smoke, and ( Read more... )

what a depressing day, for no reason really at all im down today and theres noone to talk to or nothing i can do to pick myslef up out of this rut. i need to stop smoking, i need to stop taking drugs, i need to stop being a child and grow up

i can honostly say that over the span of the past 6 months that ive become much more bitter and angry at everything, and i dont know what to do with this

nothing changes

the last 4 days have been really good days, nothin to complain about

going to jax for a few days

im dead

jax was fun, i didnt realize how much i missed nick and reeder until i went up there. seriously melbourne sucks, and with mike moving in two days now it really doesnt leave me anyone to chill with here. no offence to anyone but im bored as fuck here and slowly wasting away, and everyone else is abosrbed in there own lives which is straight with me ( Read more... )