Comments | jdevenere: Well THIS sucks

jdevenere

Well THIS sucks

Dec 20, 2009 21:31

It's not like I logged on here very often to begin with but now I can't see anything Jessica is posting! She has to have put it all on private because there's no way she's gone a week without writing something. I know I don't look very often, but when I DO look, it's usually something that I can use to help our relationship out some. Something ( Read more... )

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omgtiemlawrdz December 21 2009, 20:49:29 UTC

Confession: Yeah, I have been making things private. Between the thirteenth and the twentieth (a week) I've made three private entries. I don't know if those entries would have been private or not before that one incident.. I just don't want anything even remotely resembling that one night to happen again. I felt like I was going to lose you, and I DO NOT LIKE that feeling. I'm not shutting you out or anything; I'm just censoring myself. I don't want any of my writing to be taken the wrong way (which, seriously, is easy to do with most things I write. I mean, you KNOW this lol). Plus much of what I've been writing makes me feel very vulnerable, so that's also why it has been made private. Bottom line: I don't want to hurt you or myself.

Settings can always be changed though. And I am a fickle creature. :)

Also.... omgtiemlawrdz December 21 2009, 21:12:57 UTC

Also: it's usually something that I can use to help our relationship out some.

Do we need lots of help or something? :/

lol

Re: Also.... jdevenere December 24 2009, 07:16:26 UTC

No but relationships can always improve. Relationships are like a life form all its own. It is always changing, evolving, etc. The day you decide it can't be made better is either the day the relationship fails or the day the relationship truly becomes perfect. And since I don't believe in a perfect relationship, I do my best to make OUR relationship better at all times. Because I want to be able to wake up in the morning ten years from now and have you lying next to me.

Re: Also.... omgtiemlawrdz December 26 2009, 06:03:45 UTC

Wow, this is a facet I've never (or rarely) seen of you before. I like it a lot. :) I understand and agree with it.

Also: well, guess I don't have to tell you about that dream anymore since you've already had it in a sense.

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