So the other day was...interesting. Strange bout of negativity on Jessica's part caused some general misery and confusion for a while. We of course made up shortly thereafter but that incident has really started to make me worry about her. I fear she's too isolated up there. Her only friend there is Cadee and she isn't always there. Jessica is a ( Read more... )

My Criminal Justice prof. is one of the coolest teachers. He has a very unusual way of teaching that really makes you pay attention. He'll go off on seemingly random tangents, talking endlessly about some personal anecdote, all the while you're sitting there entertained but slightly confused as to how this relates to what he's supposed to be ( Read more... )

Okay so today was interesting. Woke up to discover that Becca had apparently been throwing up the entire night. This really came as no surprise as Elias, Isaiah, and Mom had been up all night throwing up as well. This tells me that either I'm next on the list or miraculously I will be spared. Not sure which. Hoping for the latter. Anyway, after ( Read more... )

Okay so my English professor is pretty much the coolest guy in the world. I've never spent so much time laughing and learning at the same time. It's like he knows that English can very easily become a boring class so he makes sure that the tone stays light. It's also simply refreshing to witness a teacher who gets so excited by other people's ( Read more... )

Okay so now it is official. My computer class is a boring ass class that takes up two and half hours of my time. ARRRRG! Fortunately my English class is next and that proves to be quite fun. The professor seems to be a pretty cool dude. So here's to ENGLISH!! Thank God I found the one professor that isn't some stuffy intellectual.

So how do I start? I suppose I'm asking myself that...but if I'm asking MYSELF how to start how am I supposed to come up with the answer? If I don't know, how can I expect myself to know once I've asked myself? An interesting question to be sure which deserves to be discussed and thought about. However, that's not what this post is about. So in the ( Read more... )

I'm going to like my Criminal Justice class. I don't know if I'm going to enjoy the material I'm being taught, but I am sure to like the class. The reason for this? My professor. I don't care if what he's teaching is the driest most boring material I've ever heard in my life (which in and of itself would be an accomplishment). He's funny but he's ( Read more... )

It's not like I logged on here very often to begin with but now I can't see anything Jessica is posting! She has to have put it all on private because there's no way she's gone a week without writing something. I know I don't look very often, but when I DO look, it's usually something that I can use to help our relationship out some. Something ( Read more... )

NOW WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? FIRST I BASICALLY TORTURED HER BECAUSE I WASN'T OPEN ENOUGH AND NOW I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH? NOW I'M JUST NOT FULFILLING HER NEEDS? WHAT ELSE CAN I DO? I'm starting to think that I just am not ready for a relationship right now. I'm busy all the time and I'm obviously not good for anybody. I give up. I FUCKING ( Read more... )