so life has given me all it's got. throw me my love coming back to me. i'll catch it. throw me that love wanting nothing to do with me...like hines catching the pass in superbowl 40, i got that shit. touchdown laurie maxwell. you firmly won the battle and the war over jd rau. you fought so hard to get rid of me, and you finally won. so now what, ( Read more... )

i can't believe it. i thought i'd never be able to write ONE song. now, the album is finished. eleven songs. one hour of music. world domination is forthcoming...

possibly...

i hope...

i've now written seven songs in the past month. for so long i felt like i could never write music. now i have enough material to play a show. fucking ridiculous. i'm really happy. by this time next month i hope to be playing out. awesome.

i could really go for a cigarette right about now

and i sit here holding my guitar, clutching it dearly...because it's all that i have.

so i was looking at my entries and saw this survey, so i figured i'd comment on the predictions i made about this year, and how they're coming along ( Read more... )

haven't touched this journal in a minute. figured i may as well, no? it's past five in the morning. my sleep schedule is ruined. i live slowly and in short bursts inside of my music anymore. beyond that, nothing. my feelings, my emotions, all of it is broken somehow. granted they sort of were that way all along. kind of like rocco deluca says: "don ( Read more... )

i don't want this anymore

1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before? drank and entire bottle of alcohol, hooked up with someone older than me, hooked up with another person older than me, , hooked up with ANOTHER person older than me...ok, so i've hooked up with four seniors this year, it's ridiculous...developed a rather serious drinking problem, played an ( Read more... )

ok, so now that i got the emo-ness out of my system. this weekend was fucking incredible. i had so much fun and so many good times with so many amazing people, that i can't help but feel still drunk off of the happiness. on top of that, it's really been shown to me through the finding and returning of my wallet, which i lost, with nothing being ( Read more... )