The world is an A-moral toilet bowl,
and one day we are all going to be flushed

O.C.

Gift of Purity.

A purity gone,
as ageless beauty grows.

Learning of each other,
exploring the unknown.

Feeling as one,
two bodies combine.

Passionate thoughts,
overwhelm the mind.

A broken seal,
follows and unbreakable bond.

Blood filled fluid,
a child no more.

A gift begotten,
while purity benign.

Ghostly Haunting

Your reflection in the mirror,

that voice echoing through my head.

Secretly thinking about you,

knowing that the truth can not be known.

A body longing for your touch,

lips wanting to taste.

Irrational ideas of the past,

idealistic wants for the future.

Wishing for what can’t be,

wanting the impossible.

so chaotic yet now so calm.
life has a way of coming in and out of focus

wait for it
be patient
hang in there

Tears In Heaven

Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong and carry on,

'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand if I saw you in heaven?

Would you help me stand if I saw you in heaven?

I'll find my way through night and day,

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Mom: You know me and your dad are really proud of you.

Me   : I know you are, but I am doing it for me, I really love what I am doing now.

Mom: I talked to Aunt Sheryl today

Me   : Oh yeah

Mom: She was telling me about you, Dan, and Jessica.

Me   : yeah

Mom: You really loved her didn’t you?

Me   : I did, and I miss her.

I am truly over ( Read more... )

Cut deep now,

let it run,

dripping down,

feel it leave your vein.

CUT IT DEEP!

kill the pain,

anger can’t live,

in something that’s dead.

Fall to the floor,

your alone,

dark,

cold.

Eyelids hard to open,

no more breath,

a small voice,

moan.

Limp,

dead to the world,

no change,

just joy.

feeling small...

missing...

wondering...

remembering what it felt like...

pain...

hope...

again...

no...

never again!!!