so basically i feel like puking my brains out. it really sucks. im such an idiot! well last night my mom lesft me home alone and i was so happy that i got a little carried away but w/e its halloween weekend right! lol. well i was so excited because i thought that the boys could come over and we could have a little party or w/e but none of them ( Read more... )

wow so yesterday my mom freaked out over nothing. she was pissed because i was at the basketball court and i was the onyl girl. so she called me a whore and told me that i was insane. and she was like im sending  you away because you really are mental. i was like what the fuck im not mental at all. seriuosly she is crazy. w/e i fucking hate her. ( Read more... )

so its blowing a fucking gail out today. i took the ten home because there like gonna cancel all the boats and now theres like nothing to do because everyone is like sleeping or watching movies or some shite and i really wanna do something! danielle and alex and me are gonna go swimming later.. but i doubt the any of us will go in or even go at all ( Read more... )

wow so how is my life?? yeah basically it sucks. i have absolutly nothing to do at all this weekend it pretty much sucks. i really wanted to hangout with timmy this weekend but that isnt going to happen since hes grounded and i think he's suspended which means i wont see him for like a long time... aww thats sad. w/e its not like anythings ever ( Read more... )

you now what i hate. i hate when people that dont even know you or anything about you life try to tell you want to do. like when people but into your personally life when they have absolutley no right. yeah last night that happened to me and i was so pissed off i cant even explain. some girls that i havent talked to in forever tried to tell me that ( Read more... )

so basically i hate my life! my mom is a crazy bitch half the time and the other half of the time she doesnt even talk to me. i hate school and im like failing everything. i  have this huge project due in like a day and i havent even started it. yeah i have to do it by my self because i my partner cant come out to the fucking island! wow im really ( Read more... )

so im just chillen at home and i thought that i would up date this piece. yeah so basically i did nothing all day. i went to the spar and sat at the bar for like and hour and then i went for a walk with mae to the dock. it was pretty boring. so yeah this kid from the island is hooking up his friend with this guy that i have like since like the pig ( Read more... )

okay so i hate this journal but i dont know how to delete it! so whatever ill keep you posted on my knew one if i get one! im kinda to lazy.

wow umm well this weekend was so crazy! thursday was my birhtday and that was pretty fun and then friday and saturday was the pigroast. yeah so friday i was a little drunk and i guess i am a slut when im drunk, but im not! there is this gross fat kid and he was like all over me and he told me that i was all into him which is a lie! and i guess i ( Read more... )

umm wow this was a fabulous day!!! i was so happy today for some reason! so i think i met this kid, well i didnt meet him ive since i was so little but i think i wanna marry him. i dont know why i just think im attracted to him and it sucks alot because if you only knew who this kid was! but hes nice even though he like sexually harasses me... but ( Read more... )