Hi. I'm still alive.

hi. not dead. um. last post... sept 13th ( Read more... )

i feeeeel like helllll. my stomach is burning ( Read more... )

nates going to be in...raystown... whatever or something. i dont know. tim keeps saying next week ( Read more... )

donnie is totally awol. tim is unable to drive. kenny hasnt answered me and jons in florida. chris refuses to go to bars and mike cant drink.
WHAT.THE.HELL. i want to go to the bar but i think i'll be overstepping boundries if i ask steve if he wants to go drink.

i think i'll send him a text. i want to go out. bleh.

god i'm exhausted. i didnt sleep yet, i dont plan on sleeping. and i feel like i'm GONNA DIE. i'm thinking i might not go to my first class, but i dont know ( Read more... )

theres so much stuff i want to do with my life. but i just DONT. i'm lazy ( Read more... )

maybe if i say enough stuff about noshad... he'll come back. not that he went anywhere. but yeah ( Read more... )

i wish i could get it on the 7th, but for some reason that seems... like im mourning his death. i can say that i've cried a few tears over him recently. not the sobbing, uncontrollable down on the ground unable to move thing anymore. but i'm ok. as ok as i will ever be over this. its not 'oh god i've lost him' or 'oh god this sucks' its just... why ( Read more... )

talked to zubeda. she said to me how the cop who arrested her asked her if she was arabic. she got all defensive over it and whatnot. and she was like 'its like going up to someone and saying 'DO YOU SPEAK URDU?' and. i dont know why, but for some reason urdu is the FUNNIEST WORD EVER when said by someone with a southern accent. and she was telling ( Read more... )