Well summers over for me I started school yesterday. My life in San Francisco is so much different than it was before I went back home. For the past two months i have been a workaholic working towards a promotion. I got my promotion and now I work at the Victoria's Secret in Union Square as a Sales Lead. Which is Victoria's secret language for ( Read more... )

i finally have internet more posts will come

I just got back from San Diego! It was so nice not to think about anything in life and to keep my phone off from all stresses for 5 days. Lindsay and I had so much fun all around the city! We ate some good food especially at Miguels in Coranado. We walked along the beach and had some good conversation. We also went out to dinner where we had ( Read more... )

Well I am signing my lease today on my amazing new place. Liz and Sam are coming up today. I am soooo excited about seeing them. My five paper hell week is over and I did it all and on time!!!! My friend Katie is dropping by tomorrow from So Cal its great. Just four more finals and packing and im done with this semester!!! I am going home ( Read more... )

I finally feel satisfied with my life here. Yes im exhausted and overworked but I have actual friends, I have a major I like, and I have a new me. I am leaving for hopefully only a month in three weeks and I think Im going to miss it here. Just when things are molding with my friendships I have to leave them, just when I found an association on ( Read more... )

Im back in San Fran after my break and Im enjoying it. I really had a great break even though I worked way to much and didn't miss school at all. The only thing I didn't do that I wanted to is go to San Diego but in June im there. I realized how much everyone means to me down south but also realized I have a reason to be up north here. After ( Read more... )

I don't know what has happened but I am feeling so lonely up here. I was sick so its been a long time since I have left my little apartment. I feel like all the friends I have up here in San Fran I am distant from. I feel like I don't really have a close friend up here just friends thats all. I am lonely and I don't feel 100 percent because of ( Read more... )

Well its my last night in my bed at my parents because Im moving out. I am terrified. I feel like I haven't gotten closure with everything down here in Southern California. I feel like I didn't get to say goodbye to everyone I wanted to. I feel like I had to be a bitch to get to say goodbye to others. Im sad and I just feel lost right now. I ( Read more... )

im stressed. im annoyed and hurt by a friend of mine who i have never had a problem with. i dont know what to do about that. i also just cant stop thinking about certain pasts of mine. this combination is making it so i cant sleep. i need to stop waiting for others to change and just change myself. blah

Im done with moorpark college. Four and a half long years of going there its getting kind of scary to leave. I hope I don't lose contact with all the people I care about in this area. I hope I stay really close to my family. I hope that I will do good where I am going. For the first time in a long time I am scared of what the future holds for ( Read more... )