my life is confusing and exhausting and i have so many decisions to make and i dont know how to make them. i feel like im unable to handle my life right now. i want to call it quits.

jesus fucking christ. 3 rejections in one day. i guess im going to ucsd.

life is mysterious and confusing. i miss tess. wahhhhhhh

I'm in need of some self-improvement/purification. this will be a 3 week challenge: Tuesday March 14th until the morning of Tuesday April 4th. The guidelines are as follows ( Read more... )

i hate wisdom teeth...or a sudden lack there of. im in pain. and attempting to do math homework, which really isnt working out that well. life is super sucky lamepants.

maybe this spring musical will be more fun than i thought. well, after all it is spring and love is in the air...hmmm

turbo kickboxing tomorrow! i cant wait.

what am i talking about. i dont believe in love! bullshit and a half!

ive been steadily gaining weight for about 2 weeks now. this is not fun. i need to make a change...maybe a few changes. hmph

and i hate ebay! ive been outbit in the last minute twice now...

so musical dance auditions were today. when we were learning/practicing the dance, i was doing it very fun and cutesy with lots of great facial expressions. when i got on stage, i started out that way...but looking at the stoic, slightly angered looking faces of the judges extinguished any ounce of passion that i had left in my soul. its so hard to ( Read more... )

So i went to the turbo kickboxing class at 24hour fitness tonight. it was INCREDIBLE. total body workout with extreme cardio-ness. definitly lovin it. ive been to the gym every day this week...hmmmm ( Read more... )