halloween was really fun. my "party" turned out to be pretty stupendous. my mom got really into it and made us all food and apple cider. ohhhh and you cant forget the wonderful cupcakes made by yours truly. ahhhhhahahaha the Haunted Pumpkin was definitly my favorite costume for the past 5 or 6 halloweens that i can remember ( Read more... )

so tonight was kinda pointless. i went to the taste of blood show with nora because i wanted to finally meet Chase, and i did, but then it was really boring and kind of lame. and it cost all of my tip money from today. i dunno im just definitly not really friends with those kids. hadnt seen karlyn in a while. it was weird seeing james, but not as ( Read more... )

the midterm was really lame but at least i got to leave class an hour early. but i didnt get to talk to/walk near the chris martin look-alike because he finished after me :(....but i suppose i couldve waited in my seat and pretended like i was still test-taking. orrrrr not. fuck LAME midterms. at least its over. and at least tomorrow is friday and ( Read more... )

ahhhh sometimes things really suck. my dad thinks that i hate him and that my life is ruined because him and my mom have created such a terrible home life. and he thinks that i want to go far away to college so i can get away from my family that i hate so much. its not true. well, its partially true. i am looking forward to getting away from my ( Read more... )

ahh what a week. glad its over. its been a long day and it will be a long night...but at least i think i did well on my math test. ahh i want to see Wallace and Grommit...and Oliver Twist too!!! sooo going to the movies manana ( Read more... )

ahhh what the hell is wrong with my stomach. i feel pregnant x10. every day i come home and eat as much as i possibly can, as fast as i possibly can. why do i do this? i dont enjoy it. pretty soon, this excessive voracity will take its toll and i will become a whale. A WHALE.

i need to make a change. and i need to make a change NOW.

im exhausted, sick, depressed, and not looking forward to tomorrow. or the next week. or the next year, for that matter

there are so many things id rather be doing than working on a spanish project. like dancing. fuck ( Read more... )

yeah so my mother has proven to me that any intelligent human being can find the right colleges to apply to just by reading a book. and i certainly dont need to pay 100 bucks an hour to get that info. anyways ( Read more... )

whoaaa what a day. massive schoolness and then massive workness until 6:30. at least i aced my first math test. booya ( Read more... )