Well I suppose it's time for my semi annual update. Let's see here, what is new... School is going quite well, the level I am in is almost over so next week I will actually be working on the clinic floor and I feel more secure about this decision than I have with anything in a while. The only downfall is money, meaning the lack of. Due to our " ( Read more... )

Well I haven't updated at all since the beginning of summer so I suppose I could summarize how it was and what I have been up to as of late. I pretty much worked all summer and went on a few small trips here and there. Went to upstate NY in the beginning of summer, to a water park, got a new tattoo,a bunch of other random day trips and to Boston ( Read more... )

Uggh energy, I have none. I don't know what my deal is, but ever since my 4 day weekend home I have zero motivation to do anything. I don't want to work, I don't want to go out, I don't want to ride my bike, I don't want to look for a new job, I don't want to do anything at all, ever. I do however want to lay on my couch, that's it. I feel like ( Read more... )

Well I haven't updated in a while, lets see, whats new ( Read more... )

Fuck it's cold. Next Friday is my last day here at work, I haven't felt this relieved in a long time. Have a few job prospects lined up, hopefully something will work out. Ummm went home last weekend, wasn't too bad. Whenever I go home everyone expects so much from me considering I am only there for a day or so. Right now i'm watching a woman ( Read more... )

Well I put in my two week notice at my job... I don't even have a new job waiting for me yet, however I feel relieved and confident that things will work out. This week I spoke with my boss about how I was feeling, the level of stress and dissatisfaction I feel here, and suprisingly he was so understanding. Since I gave them my notice two days ( Read more... )

Well the holidays are gone now. I'm back in Philly working my crummy job, being ridiculed and unappreciated. Christmas this year was okay, but it just didn't feel like Christmas. Sure all the gifts I got were nice and thoughtful, but I don't even care about it. I feel like I am so past the whole giving and receiving of gifts anymore. Sure, it's ( Read more... )

I miss snow, and its fluffiness and using it as an excuse to get out of work and school. It never snows here, it only rains. Let's see here,what's new. I might try to go get a new bike today since mine was stolen this week. It's cold out so you really can't ride now anyways, but they're cheaper now because of that reason. My birthday is next ( Read more... )

Wow is all I have to day. Some days I really question my own sanity. I am like a ticking time bomb. I am in the most miserable mood today, but with out any justifiable reason. I can feel this serge of negativity all around, but I don't know why. I woke up feeling this way. I thought if i rode my bike to work it would give me a burst of energy ( Read more... )

Omg my job is so boring, there are days I cannot physically take this boredom. I have been here since 7:45 this morning and have done nothing except "pretend" to be busy, and watch people walk by. Eventhough there is obviously nothing to do, my boss expects me to be busy. Busy with what??? Ughh I need to save money and get out of here asap ( Read more... )