this is my first entry in what seems to be years
life ..
i feel like i
hmm but i d

i really dunno..
for some reason im sooo confused right now
and i dont want to
i dont want
dont want
i dont know
life
expectancy
crazy all really isnt it?
well gooday
to you
to me
bye

i just played poker, drank like 3 or 4 beers, blah, beer is nasty, it does nothing to me...

hrmm...
just got my comp ffixed...
thats nice..
lots of stuff..
mixed..

the girl of my dreams acts more interested in her boy thats a friend, i love the way he dresses.. blah blah blah.. well yea i think im in love again.. and it hurts like always.. well no one really cares so im gonna go now... bye

i just dont know.... i wish i still lived up here i miss all my old friends.. but my uncle is gay.. soooooo peace out love you all....
i feel like running....

Torn by the limb
Burnt Once again
To feel the pain and suffering
Once again im suffocating
The tortured soul
Im gonna smoke a bowl
fuck you too

why cant i have what i want,
one and only thing in the world
but of course its to far away
why cant i be with it
i want it... you know who you are
why cant you be closer
we both want it
damnit..

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i just fucking hate it, and no one cares.. i really wish one did.. damn emo kids i fucking hate them(in other wise i hate me)
fuck you to becasue you dont care and by the time you say you do you dont really mean it