When everything boils to a head, the man in the middle is the one that gets fucked. And fucked I am, royally. So much to any semblance of a happy life I've tried to build or live. Everything is just...... everything. I'm going to help Misty move out now, I'm guessing she's probably going to officially dump my worthless fat ass sometime next week. ( Read more... )

As a general rule, people need to mellow out. I was incredibaly exasperated with circumstances surrounding things in my house last night, so I left...... I didn't want to say anything I would regret - which apparantly didn't stop other people from saying things to me (ahem). I think that in order to achieve a much greater sense of happieness I need ( Read more... )

It happened. Congratulations to all involved. You should be incredibly proud.

It's that kind of week I think. You know - where you are trying to guess the seconds until the next dagger plunges into your back from someone you trust(ed). It's cruel and for all the times I feel like giving up the times I don't are becoming less and less. I think something big is going to happen soon but I don't know when. I just feel like ( Read more... )

What a shitty week this has been. Well, it's that time of year I guess - the time where we no longer embrace winter's icy grip, but she still insists on holding us close for as long as possible. If I didn't have Misty, I'd be crazy - and that's not to say I haven't gone that way a little anyway. Reguardless, March will soon be here with all it's ( Read more... )

It's Monday and this is by far the worst one of the year.

I don't know what else to say, I feel like I'm drowning.

And I'm done for now.

BTW I called the whole "Jordan and Curtis not cleaning up their own shit and leaving it for me to do" thing.

But don't worry, I'm the shit on everyone's shoes for a reason I guess.

Being a regular has it's ups and downs ( Read more... )

I just saw "The Shape of Things" with Misty and really enjoyed it. It was a nice play. I'm getting stressed because the house is a mess and I'm having guests tomorrow for the Sinfonia Provence Workshop. Chance that Jordan and Curtis will ACTUALLY clean up their shit in the living room: I'm calling it at 0%. Come on guys surprise me....... it's not ( Read more... )

Last night's jazz concert was ok. For the most part it was fine, a few of the solos were lacking and I realized that Dr. G was right, a band is only as good as the soloists make it. There's only one solution to that problem - next time we get music, get the changes, and get a solo of my own. I'm learning a lot in the improv class I'm taking and I ( Read more... )

While browsing my "Network of Friends" I came across a profile for Jesus. Here's how the following exchange went ( Read more... )