I've been out the country for a while now, and I found out that when I'm not going and I take time to slow down I realize just how mesirable I am. I want some Hugo. But anyway. Here I have no problems, but when I get home my list of things to do will only continue to grow. On the top of that list will be breaking things off with Chris. I should ( Read more... )

I'm sad. I miss everyone. I work to much, and I want to call him. I want to sleep too. This blog is pointless. I'm looking forward to the weekend though. I nice weekend of drinking and clearing my head by polluting it will be nice. In the end who really cares? No one! Exactly...

Just some notes from a girl in a delirium...

Much Love
Lisa

There's a hole inside of me. And I know that I'm so weak it's pitiful. Under my hard determination and my self motivation I crumble to pieces. Sometimes I don't understand it myself. I'm addicted to drugs, work, and many other forms of self-destruction that one day will be the death of me. All these childish paintings of my old self still linger. I ( Read more... )

Oh my God! Panera Bread just hired me for $7.00 an hour. I think Kim will be unhappy about that, but to the best of my knowledge she can still go and apply. I don't know. I'm not going to feel too bad about it. I do feel bad for leaving the market though. It's just that I can't work some 15 hours a week at $5.50 an hour ( Read more... )

My life really fucking sucks. A big fuck you to...Asher Freeman, Tyler Cameron, Michael Davis, and Stoney Enix. Fuck all of them. You know what fuck every single guy I've ever dated. Fuck my damn phone. Fuck my car. Fuck being a female. Fuck my job. Fuck Wal-Mart. Fuck the police. Fuck cigarettes, alcohol, and drugs. Fuck sex. Fuck money. Fuck ( Read more... )

Quite honestly ( Read more... )

Michael Davis is one cool cat. He took me to some places today that I never would have thought I'd go. We climbed to the top of the YWCA. The view was so amazing and the way up there was terrifying. I'm glad I had someone at the top to keep me from crying my eyes out from fear. Through the years Michael has been there for me, but today I was really ( Read more... )

This makes me seem self obsessed ( Read more... )

No, I'm not on drugs, but some people think I am. Liars! Muwhahahaha! I'm so freaking crazy right now. Kim and I ran through the sprinklers at the park. We were just running around being stupid. Went to see Tasha, and on the way there some mexicans took it upon themselves to hit on us. "Let's go party." "I'm married." "So am I." "My husband wouldn' ( Read more... )

What part of stay out of my life don't people understand?

Much Love
Lisa