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Once missing…
It feels like a part of me went. I don't know when or how it slipped out, but a part of me is missing.
Today I have been on the verge of tears all day. I have felt all day like I'm gripping tight not wanting to fall lower. It feels like a part of me has gone. Missing. Lost. No matter how much I want to smile I can't. I just want to cry and not stop ( Read more... ) -
Yeah…
So felt suitably shit today, mum tried to pull me out of it by sending me to the petshop for a new fish.
I bought two little ones, put them in and one of the others immediately swallowed one of them.
He spat it out again a couple of minutes later but of course it was dead.
He hasn't gone for the other one yet so I'm hoping it was just a mistake, ( Read more... ) -
Sleep
I went to sleep at 3am last night, woke up at 3pm and am only just feeling tired… well I guess I'm consistant…
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Depression - not a pretty beast
This may be dangerous but I feel I need to do this, I need to document how I'm feeling at the moment in the clutches of what I call a 'low'
so once again in a clutch, been shaking and going loops since about 6pm why? Fuck knows, I mean I forgot my meds a couple of times this week and my mam and dad are out but still.
Going fucking loops. My ( Read more... ) -
Evening
Got a new car today yey.
In other news, I'm fed up with the paranoia I feel that my eyesight is deteriorating daily. I can't see the writing on my tv properly, and honestly if I'm not squinting and concentrating hard the text on this screen blurrs significantly. Urgh. Why do things we *need* cost money? Luxuries yes I understand but eyesight isn't a ( Read more... ) -
So…
So I now have an iPhone app, will this make me blog more? I dunno…
Maybe it's just me, but I really don't get this whole thing of people apologising to the public when they've cheated on their partner.
Like with Tiger Woods, or John Terry, it's not me they cheated on, so it's not me they should apologise to. Is Tiger Woods apologising to me going ( Read more... ) -
Compliments
One little compliment can make you feel amazing ( Read more... )
