Sat in the carpark feeling shit, I want my mum or dad but mum's at work and dad wouldn't know what to do with me. I'm supposed to be putting money in at the bank but my face is a mess I can't go. I just want to hide.

So, I can't sleep again. It's ten to 4 in the morning, yesterday it was 5am. I know there's every possibility of being called into work tomorrow, especially with the whole volcanic ash cloud thing stranding people in foreign countries,and yet here I am, wide awake.

I've joined a depression forum in the hope it may help me, at least help me to ( Read more... )

I'm fed up with men telling me lies. I'm fed up with being me. I'm fed up with everything to be honest… the joy. Shall try to sleep it off

So, I have a new shiny laptop, windows7!

Scary shizzle!

Sure I'll get used to it but it's scary at mo haha!

Things going off& some days I'm fab, others the beast is at the door.

Really tired but can't sleep properly again.

Gonna try again since it's half 5 xxx

I know it's paranoia, I constantly feel I've something seriously wrong with me. Something very wrong.

I ache. I hurt. I'm scared. I'm stupid.

Everyday is filled with the need to distract myself.

I can't settle. Today was really hard and tomorrow's the same class.

Everything inside me feels like it needs to explode out of me but it doesn't know how.

I want to do so much yet can't settle enough to do anything. I feel so tired.

I feel like I can't do anything.

Everyday I'm just getting ( Read more... )

My brain exploded.

Ok so not literally.

I had to get wingmirror fixed on my car and had to leave it there half an hour, so I nipped over to the pharmacy and my card was declined, so I rang the bank.

They deactivated the card because they'd sent me a new type of card, but they hadn't told me when the new type was taking over and I hadn't had chance ( Read more... )

Attention!!

Jodi's body here, we would like to make our objection known to the process known as 'being awake'. After many hours in support of 'being asleep' we feel the strategies and proposals put forward by this 'being awake' policy totally controvene the freedom of sleep act 1981 subsection 8.

Please note: in light of this, the body has decided ( Read more... )

I am in love

*pats the beautifulness fantabulousness of le new mattress*

*swigh*

New mattress = happy me!!!

RIP michelle. 11/11/1980-22/2/2000 ten years on still in my thoughts xxx