And the Blah goes on ( Read more... )

My Heart and Mind can never agree... that's always been one of my biggest problems. Usually my heart wins though cuz I'm a very emotional person, but I have so many things I'm trying to deal with ( Read more... )

I find myself asking myself... and knowing the answer... but afraid to really listen to myself... Can I ever really have what I want? Right now it seems almost impossible, because what I want seems so far fetched. Not because it's unusual, not because it's crazy, but because it just seems like it can't. Maybe if the situation was different. ( Read more... )

Try to guess what movies :) I will put the answers in replies. (I even gave you character names so some of these should be easy ( Read more... )

Sometimes it feels like I have a whole new life... which I pretty much do, but lately it feels like I'm stuck at another crossroad in my life and I can't make a decision. I kind of wish it would decide for itself but of course life is not that easy. =P ( Read more... )

Why is it Cowboy Mouth Night??? CUZ I SAID SO... SO THERE ( Read more... )

This has probably been one of the best nights since I've been in SC. For once I actually didn't just find myself trying to waste time and get through another long boring day... I got to talk to someone for a few hours who listened to me and had a lot in common with me which was great. Hopefully I get a chance to talk to her again soon too. :) ( Read more... )

Found out my leave dates for coming home this winter: Dec 22nd - Jan 2nd (with 5 more days possible on there if I take RAP [Recruiter Assistance Program] Duty ( Read more... )

Just another day wasted by sleep and gaming... although I did go oout and walk out on the beach for a little bit so that was fun. Life has been weird lately but I'm still alive and that's all that matters I guess ( Read more... )

As sad as it is to say, I watched a chick flick today. Heh. It was actually really good too. I probably shouldn't of watched it though because it gets too many thoughts running through my head. Sometimes it feels like I don't belong where I am... or maybe that I don't belong anywhere ( Read more... )