SO I spent 4 out of 6 months in a mental hospital 2 years ago. They called it severe PTSD. I've been really messed up. As a total fighter I have completely lost my fight. They taught me to be OK with who I have become and not to expect the old me to ever come back. It's weird mourning your own death like that. I'm coming around though.

Rough weekend. Any time I'm overwhelmed I just kinda hide for a few days and find my calm ( Read more... )

Some times a family member is just a goof who hasn't had his teeth kicked in yet.

The world needs more Bob Geldof's ( Read more... )

Tonight's angry music is brought to you by The Exploited!

This was 2 summers ago. Me and my boy checking out the shapes of the clouds chillin' on our bikes.


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I'm not sure if I like this movie cause I like horror movies or because I am so fucking nuts when it comes to Jennifer Tilly

So yesterdays list is now done. I'll try to get half of today's done after dinner.

At some point I'll get this retirement thing figured out. You know...finding the motivation to do anything done or maybe not spend my now once a month pay in the first two weeks of the month.

A new picture of me and the kids. What do you think elysiangirl


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I'm lucky if I got 3 hours of sleep last night. So today's to-do list has been pushed back and is now an "after nap to-do" list.