Tomorrow I am getting married.

So everyone's pretty familiar with the phrase "actions speak louder than words", but I received a very black & white example of it last week ( Read more... )

I think I'm just about ready to stop really posting the "highlights" of my life through social media ( Read more... )

It's like I'm at war with myself. I feel the familiar path of destruction happening inside me but I haven't a clue why it's happening now. I'm not quite unhappy but I'm not really happy either.

I don't know what to do about extinguishing this. My lethargy is pissing me off.

I’m fulfilling my end of the deal. I’ve been making the effort. So you can hate me and badmouth me behind my back. I’m actively trying to eliminate all negativity from my life-which now, apparently, includes you. Kindly put the fuck button into the off position.

I started my new job today. It was a bit overwhelming and I was very tentative at first, but I'm gradually getting into the groove of things. It is definitely a welcome change. The bummer is that I don't have much "business-casual" attire. The not so bummer is that it means I get to go shopping :D. Moving on up ( Read more... )

People are always waiting until the new year or some pivotal time in order to start something. I see the appeal but I find it a little silly. What better time than the present? A lot has changed in the past couple of months. For one thing, I've been continually going to the gym and I actually see and feel results. I'm eating significantly better in ( Read more... )

It's a new year. It's all about me.

Encourage the overall betterment of your self and everything else will fall into place.

What is, what will be. No more what if's.

How do you do it? In the past, I've always had a reason to get out of a relationship--whether it was because I was cheated on or something more sinister. I suppose I've never really been the type to. A lot of people think I'm flighty and unfeeling the way I move from relationship to relationship. I like to think that I just have a lot of love to ( Read more... )

And only now I fully understand what you meant by, "I don't see us ending up together." But maybe I'm experiencing the near-sighted and narrow-minded fears as you were.

I still miss you everyday but I'm moving on.