So it's been over a month now since I last posted. Things couldn't be too much better right now. Working full time, yes, fully hired on with MCW. It's great, spend a lot of time travelling around NB and even my office work can be rather fun and productive most times and I enjoy it all ( Read more... )

So, it's been one heck of a week so far. Everything to do with my former relationship with Jillian is still affecting me, true, however I am certainly using every ounce of passion to enjoy myself to over-come it and try and see that maybe she wasn't for me. Maybe I do deserve better; someone stronger, someone more mature and someone who understands ( Read more... )

So it's been a few weeks, I should maybe update whats up ( Read more... )

So the last 15 months of school have been quite the life changing ones. Moved to PEI, started back into school, had my GF living on the island with me for most of my first year. Drifted apart in the spring, realized in the summer that I had to end it because it was holding her back and I as well, did a piss poor job of that. Met the girl I loved, ( Read more... )

48hrs...that's all I have left in Charlottetown as a resident. Feels strange, hollow, uneventful. I don't know how long it really will take to come to terms with everything that went down two weeks ago. Even after having some great conversations with woman who did the same; left someone who they loved because of confusion, overwhelming emotions & ( Read more... )

So today was the big energy audit presentation to the dean of our program, facility managers our instructors and the other students. Two groups, two buildings to audit; took both us the past two months to gather data and process results for upgrades, locate issues etc. So each group spend over an hour going through everything and showing our ( Read more... )

So I said I'd go back to normal journals. I lied, sorry ( Read more... )

Well it's hard to say for certain if this worked or not but I feel a lot better this morning about everything that's happened. My basic premise and feelings all the same, I still want her back etc. All that's the same, however I feel more at ease. I talked with two people, one in person and one an anonymous redditor who is also an opera singer like ( Read more... )

So I decided against the flower idea. I said I wouldn't contact her until she was ready to contact me. So, so be it, I will stick to my word. I love her, always will. This has shattered me inside and going into my toughest last week of school is making it harder. I am certain I will do fine but I feel hollow, I can't sleep, I rarely eat because I ( Read more... )

So because I am scared, nervous, completely upset in every way right now I am feeling like crap. I haven't slept more than 3-4hrs a night since friday because I was worried about Jillian. Now I am completely worried that she is trying to put up a defensive screen right now to protect herself for being over-whelmed by what we've made for each other ( Read more... )