1) i moved in march.  i now live with jill, ben, and dave.  if you know who they are, cool.  if not, make something up ( Read more... )

i enjoy reading because i secretly aspire to be a writer.  this is for two reasons.  one is because i am a far better writer than i am a speaker.  this says nothing about my any writing skills i may (and probably don't) posses.  if you've ever spoken to me on the phone or in person, you know it's a disaster.  i am uncomfortable, stutter, and can't ( Read more... )

i'm predicting it now: mccain is going to beat hillary in november.

this is not what i want to happen; this is simply what i think is going to be happen.  just like in 04 when i figured bush would win because we were "at war" and people tend to 1) not want change and 2) vote republican in times of war.  i think obama's youth and inexperience will ( Read more... )

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just for the rare chance that somebody actually reads this and still likes music.

you could have been the biggest band in the world.  at least the country.  way to screw that one up.

love always,
jeff

 so i'm sitting here, coming to the realization that i might be actually depressed and may need actual help, and my favorite song comes on itunes.

thank you.

1) i admire individualists so much and aspire to be one, but what other people think might mean more to me than anything else.
2) i hate drama and just want to be happy in life, yet there's a part of me that likes being dramatic, angry, and miserable.

i tend to be miserable more often that not lately, and leads to me being short with people, caught off-guard, and even more awkward and uncomfortable than i usually am.  the littlest things really set me off or drive me into a depressed state.  these all lead to me being more miserable ( Read more... )

does anybody even use livejournal anymore?  well, if you do, and you still have me on your friends page, hi.  i'm back.  it's a little different this time though.

livejournal for me used to be about reading friends' pages, mainly of people from the coheed board, commenting, and having them do the same for me.  it was basically a way to bitch and ( Read more... )

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