I love Sammi. i miss living with her. she has a way of reentering in just the right times ( Read more... )

Home has never sounded so good.

Jade- you and me should get burritos this weekend what do you say?

sweet deal ( Read more... )

talked to my gramma today and it made me sad but i'm glad i'm going to get to visit with her tomorrow. she was talking about talking to my great aunt and about how she will be glad after the surgery. so apparently she thinks that she's going to have surgery because it's the only way to get rid of this. which makes me sadder because that means that ( Read more... )

cross your fingers it is not cancer, i don't know what i would do without her. she is one of the most influential people on my life and we all need her in our lives because for five of us, she is the only one we have left. she is amazing and i love her because she is one of my favorite people in the entire world. anyone who has met her knows just ( Read more... )

how do i get myself into these kinds of things?

i dont want to go...

I just had one of the greatest memories. One day I was hanging out with my grandpa and we were driving around and went out to lunch and then we went to some golf place and he was looking at golf stuff and then we started hitting the golf balls in this little netted off area and I was watching and had some food from a vending machine. I wish I ( Read more... )

Accidents ( Read more... )

steroid injection today. if this doesn't work, it's surgery so i hope it works. i'm ready for this to be over with. i'm tired of losing people over it, people getting pissy with me, having to quit jobs over it, people not being kind to me about it. i'm 19 not 82. i should be able to go to concerts and not have to always say i cant do things because ( Read more... )

i hate my splint. it is ginormously huge! i guess the nice nurse man thought i had man arms or something. or it's a one size fits all thing which is ridiculous. oh well. it's much needed i guess. i lost feeling in my hand for over an hour so this is helping. it was bad. funny stuff: 2 years the never gave me narcotics for the pain. last night i go ( Read more... )