Soo i know not many people still use this, but i decided to start up a new one.

livejournal.com/xchachickx

Add it. <3

i want to know how we grew up so fast.
i want to know where the time went.
it seems like just the other day i was back in elementary school chasing and beating up the boys who had cooties.
it was just the other day that my biggest problem was which kind of ball game i'd be playing at recess.

now, my friends are having babies. their getting engaged. ( Read more... )

i thought we'd make it. i thought we were strong enough. i thought you'd do anything to make me happy. i wasnt asking for much. i thought more highly of you. i thought i treated you fine, but you obvioulsy didnt. i thought it'd be easier letting you go, it should have been easier. im left to wonder, is it too late to mend the relationships i had ( Read more... )

i wish he didnt do the shit he does. he doesnt realize how much he hurts me. even if it didnt happen as often as it does, loving him would be so much easier.  i want him to realize it.. and if it hurts him at the expense... all i can say is im sorry, and if it never happened to me, he wouldnt end up hurt. noone said it would be easy. and lord knows ( Read more... )

48 hours of being single.. thats a record for me ( Read more... )

johnny and i broke up last night. it would have been a year this sunday.

"Oh when I first met you
I thought you was the most perfect man
That I ever seen
I still don't understand why
You treat me like you do
I use to give into your lies
Now I see the truth
Oh no I don't want to hear it I'm through
Yea I know I'll still be missing you
But it's not ( Read more... )

i got kicked out 2 thursdays ago. and the police had to drag me back last night. that was 10 days of hell. people have no idea the true story... and most likely never will. but it was pure hell. and im back, not by choice.

the kenny chesney concert was A M A Z I N G!!! times a thousand. 5 people opened... carrie, dirks, and gretchen were awesome. ( Read more... )

happy 10 months baby!

johnny bought me the Girls Next Door season 1 today. ahh im so excited to watch it. unedited, 200 extra photos.. i can hardly contain myself!

man o man. our one year is comming up. his gifts are almost finished. i cant wait to give them to him.. its so hard keeping them a secret. i want to tell him so bad. but so much hard work and thought have gone ( Read more... )

so johnny comes back tomorrow.. and im soo excited. ya'll have no idea. its hard to contain myself. im going to jump on him when i see him. oh i missed him soo much. and not only is tomorrow the day he comes home, but its our 9 months... gosh i cant wait to see him. it seems like its been forever.. jeez listen to me.. im talking as if it's been 2 ( Read more... )