Suicide

Dec 28, 2003 23:05

Well this is the second night that I have stayed up all night thinking about killing my self (I think it was today and yesterday that all this happened) So i'm layed down 1Am like three days ago and I think about all that has happened to me in the past three years..the first year was great, my dad got remarried to a nice women, then we moved and it ( Read more... )

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revolt__ofagirl December 29 2003, 06:46:04 UTC
first of all, killing yourself is bullshit and you're not going to do it because you are only fifteen and you have your entire life ahead of you and trust me IT WILL GET BETTER THAN THIS. damnit. if you kill yourself I WILL NEVER FUCKING FORGIVE YOU, do you hear me?!

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jello_can_tango December 29 2003, 06:55:13 UTC
I cant lay down in die Shawn is to busy playing Morrrowind!

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revolt__ofagirl December 29 2003, 07:06:43 UTC
lol. how typical.

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jello_can_tango December 29 2003, 07:13:56 UTC
its "and die" I'm just to tired to care about my typing

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p.s. : neutra December 29 2003, 07:16:23 UTC
i love you, phil. very very much as well.
you're a good kid.
dont forget it.

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Re: p.s. : jello_can_tango December 29 2003, 07:17:11 UTC
Thank you

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Re: p.s. : neutra December 29 2003, 07:20:32 UTC
dont thank me.
just remember it, ok. phil?.

REMEMBER. THAT.

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Re: p.s. : jello_can_tango December 29 2003, 07:22:10 UTC
Yes ma'am

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Interesting male viewpoint anonymous January 3 2004, 06:24:19 UTC
Funny how it's all the woman's fault and by the way life is much more complicated and complex than that especially when there is love involved. So she messed up your life more than she assisted you in your learning for the future. What have you learned?

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Re: Interesting male viewpoint jello_can_tango January 6 2004, 01:53:59 UTC
Hey hey, now I never said it was all the women's fault, but the drinking at the first part of the years and kinda at the last part of the years, where her own fault and doing. No to be honest she is not the only one that has fucked up my life...My farther,Uncle, my real mother, but hey I was only talking about the past three years, or...wait 2 and a half years...and yes it is an interesting "male" view point considering that I am male... Well I'm going to go do stuff now good bye.

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Re: Interesting male viewpoint jello_can_tango January 6 2004, 01:56:27 UTC
Oh and for what I have learned, well I would say that I learned a lot more then I would have just sitting on my ass living with my dad at my uncle's house, how does that crumble your cookie??

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