everyone's rly worried about me.

HOW do i always have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
there must be something OK with me... . . .

figured id re-start this buuuuuuuullshit.

just as updates.. et cetera...

frak frak frak..
let's watch battlestar galactica..

G DAMN FEELZ GEWD TO BE RLY FUCKING HAPPY FOR THE FIRST TIME IN.. FOREVER....


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being so far from normal sucks.

i cant even walk through my apt hallways w/o thinking my throat is closing up..

fuck late adolescence and fuck friendships.
i actually think i love my parents?

in my pandemic carnival i parade the plague stench, the village is modified in my damn beauty.. i'll always be a winner b/c im beautiful ( Read more... )

.. when was it ok to go to a place tht profits off of some douchebag.. probably with a beard.. taking pictures of other douchebags.. probably with beards too.. holding drinks..
and uuuh.. dressing to myspace impress...

god.. i miss the days when just livejournal was "scene"

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i fucking love lady sovereign.

HOLD ON.

lately ive been mentally plucking myself off the ground.
all i can see is me.. walking on top of a big fucking ball. realizing..

how does living and walking and breathing and all the bullshit we do everyday..
make any sense.. at all?

i dont even feel like anything makes one bit of sense anymore.

we're back.

my heat rash blows.