agoraphobia

[neutra]

being so far from normal sucks.

i cant even walk through my apt hallways w/o thinking my throat is closing up..

fuck late adolescence and fuck friendships.
i actually think i love my parents?

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[wildstallion]

nooo friends are good.

fuck normal!

[neutra]

except when friends dont care.

you find out that no one's a good person when something actually goes really wrong. no one even does simple things to help.

everyone just forgets about you.

and im sure i did it to other people w/o realizing too. it just sucks.

[sigmatism]

Every night I'm convinced I'm going to die. That my heart is going to explode or my lungs collapse and then that's it for me. It usually keeps me up for a few hours before I go fix my self a drink. Then I wake up and feel a million times worse than I did the day before. This has been going on for at least a month now.

Sometimes when I'm driving over an overpass, I just know it's going to collapse out from under me and I'm going to plunge towards a horrible terrifying death.

[neutra]

OMG.. THE SAME..

[sigmatism]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lKYDcAsahXY

Jeffrey Lewis never fails to completely fucking sum up how I feel.

[followthestars]

i'm here for you, dear.

[weinopolice]

new lj, add itt. (matt cweech)