I'd forgotten about LJ...but I had a freekout moment here on the couch, and I figured maybe writing would be nice. It's really surpising to read some of the things I wrote 2 years ago. To think that now Andrew and I will be liveing NYC together.

freaky shit.

I had forgotten how much a flipped a shit over him >.< Hilarious. I'd like to look back ( Read more... )

hey guys.. haha actually no one reads this ^_^ yay. anywho.. I'm feeling sOOO much better than before. It's not hanging me over AS much as before.. and the Saint-Saens sounds REAL on Saturday night, like a real concerto not a student concerto.. yeah. I think I'm really starting to clear this mental obstacles and it's making me very happy and I ( Read more... )

>.< Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreak ( Read more... )

I'm back in Texas! and oh man.. is it weird!! boy it smells different.. looks different. except, everything feels and seems exactly the same, and so routine. it's definately a LIITLE crazy.. anywho. I just ook this quiz and boy.. did it strike home. made me feel a litle weird.
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I'm reading a book about Jacqueline du Pre from the library, and I'm reading the part that she wrote... and I have to put it in here, it's so cute!
"Apart from all the normal joys of marriage, it's marvellous, when one has a musical problem, to be able to nudge someone in bed and say: 'Hey, what about this or that?'"

woah buddy ( Read more... )

I've been so weird lately. Something's up. damn hormones. little bitches. Poor Will... I don't know WHY I lead him on. do I??? maybe I just like to have a guy?? I know that sounds horrible.. because I really don't want his feelings to get hurt! I feel like I just wanna be with him, you know just hang out. but I'd never date him. Never ever. Thing ( Read more... )

*grumble grumble* waking up today was HHHHArd oh man. can't wait for the weekend ( Read more... )

gosh I'm such a little BTICH... giggly nervous ( Read more... )

I can't access my email, so I'm posting this here so I can access it from another computer.. so yeah, ignore away ( Read more... )