damnit damnit damnit ...how do I get myself into this ...crap crap crap ...why why why ...I don't want this stuff I don't but theres all these people that do with me and I don't get it ...I'm not that special ...back off back off ...if they knew everything they wouldn't and I'm way too drunk for this and its just a date so why is it important ( Read more... )

oh I'm such a loser ...I got a new calander ..of new york and its very nice and I'm excited about it but I can't use it yet cause its still december ...but I just couldn't resist so now my wall is telling me that it is january when it is really december ...and thats gonna confuse the hell outta me when I wake up in the morning cause in the first ( Read more... )

reeeeeeeaaaaaallllly not sure how I feel about this ......

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So I wasn't angry about this when I was there when it was happening but now I'm thinking and now I'm angry ...which is stupid because I'm friends with the person that was the asshole and I don't even really know the other person...but how can you date someone and hate them at the same time, not even liking them so much before you start dating them ( Read more... )

burning bright....

TIGER, tiger, burning bright ( Read more... )

ummm...so this is long and I forget how to do cuts ...I'm sorry....but I have homework to do and too much on my mind so I needed to put what was on my mind somewhere else...kind of like the pensive in harry potter ....wow ...I'm a nerd ( Read more... )

This is not a song about love ( Read more... )

I have a rat ...I can't do rats I can't do rats I can't and I'm tired but theres a rat and its moving alot around but i can't see where it is....and then sometimes I catch a glimpse ...but I want to sleeeep but theres a stupid fucking rat IN my basement ...and I'm crying ...I cry over the stupidest things but I really can't do rats ...i can feel ( Read more... )

a boy a girl a love story ( Read more... )

I will not delete this ....anything that I write everything that I write in this entry right now is not leaving this page ...fucker...don't delete ...I'm angry ...If anyone has told me that they are sorry recently you can prove it or fuck off ...I don't treat anyone else like shit and I don't deserve this ...make an effort or get the fuck out of my