So, there have been mild explosions and possibly a rather huge one coming.

I've been working too hard so they transfered me. I've been up since three this morning having panic attacks and wishing I was anywhere but in this time and place.

But, not wanting to die. How insane is that?

( Bang, bang )

I am a big old jerk. I haven't been around in forever and I've been ignoring everyone and I'm sorry. I've been working too much and not sleeping enough and I doubt that anything I could have put here would have been very uplifting anyway, but I worry ( Read more... )

My sister, to me, first thing this morning: "The government of Canada is on the phone. They want to talk to you."

It turns out this is a phrase that can get you to the phone PDQ.

that is all.

oh my god brain it is almost three o clock in the morning please let me go to sleep and not be plagued with dead end thoughts and uncanny noises that sound exactly like someone breaking into the house. it is only the cat. please please pretty please ( Read more... )

I fucking exist, you guys! Isn't that fucking awesomeNo, I am not high on drugs this time. Just sarcasm ( Read more... )

so i have carpal tunnel. in my right wrist. making typing/writing/existing difficult ( Read more... )

( under the cut )

Still alive, I promise!

Posting writing tonight, I promise promise!

Working a million hour long days is no fun.

Loves.

So I could finally take the stupid brace off, and I'm allowed to go back to work on Monday ( Read more... )

Um.

I'm in Nova Scotia. My stepmother says I can come live with these guys, if they decide to stay in Halifax or if they move to Alberta. Either way, they'll buy a place with room for me. So I won't be in Ontario by the end of next August, though it might be a lot earlier.

Which is good.

The nervous breakdown was fun. I have to see a doctor, I