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[jellyjeanbean]

i just came to the realization that being sober is going to severely limit my options in terms of dating.

sobriety is making my life boring.

i know i have to do it to live, but im just sayin.

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[lick_my_mango]

Do you think you'll ever reach a point where you'll be able to socially drink without having to rely on it? I feel like once you are able to control the situation (ie drinking) then you will be able to have an occasional drink and not feel bad about it.

[jellyjeanbean]

once an alcoholic, always one.

and i have read about it a bit and everything thing says dont test the waters.

i know it might not seem like things were that bad for me, but they did get that bad. luckily/unfortunately(both?) most people didnt witness it b/c i did it secretly or only in front of a few friends (my MN friends mostly)

and i guess id rather not try it out, b/c i dont want to start my recovery over. doesnt seem worth it.