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Uncomfortable Honesty, Some Happy Thrown In For Good Measure
Sleepyish. Thought I should report in that I am fine. Not locking myself in, gratefully, sweetly scooped up last night for movies with Pre-Husband Boyfriend Back On The Scene After Many Years.(can you parse that?) Lunch today with another good friend, soothing steady happy restoring. I am okay ( Read more... ) -
Hey, Look!
I am making up for several days of not posting with several postings in one day! Go me ( Read more... ) -
Curiosity Kills
So what the hell was that, really? bitch, I'll show you who's a little boy; or maybe I want to cram your desire down your slutty cocksucking little throat and watch you choke on it? And if I ask, am I just asking for more?
Just, y'know, wondering.
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an insensible accounting; with loud illustrations
because i am not in the mood to make sense and probably couldn't anyway. head is crazy abstract and he never listens to me with the right filter, but i do the same to him so fair is probably fair. should maybe try to make sense and avoid repeating mistakes but. instead we will revert to notwords ( Read more... ) -
stupid girl is reallyreally stupid
crying. cuz i'm stupid. last time. no more. that is all. -
Overdue Update
Panic attack monday. Crazy manic need to shoutshoutshout and express, yesterday and today. Subsiding now. 7 poems later and yet another ill advised but ultimately well received note to Boy Number One Who May Or May Not Suck. The jury is out. Again.
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Sudden Attack Of Crazy Brain
With a side order of panic. Yaaaaaayyy ( Read more... ) -
Poems and Poems and Poems
I painted a poem, in acrylic on canvas today. It is execrable. Really. Fat and globby and squished together where it wasn't supposed to be squished together. I've never really painted before, so I had no idea how the paint was going to act, which brushes to use, how to handle them. It could easily be the work of a precocious 4 year old ( Read more... ) -
Oh, Yeah, That Again
Girl meets boy. Single girl meets single boy, smiles. Sparks ensue. Chemistry is compatible. Single girl follows through, with no intended outcome or goal. Simple experience, singular, or, at most occasional ( Read more... ) -
Sudden Overwhelm ...
I am having a sudden attack of holy hell this is a lot of new people newness veryvery close in my life. Weird brain being weird, I am once again feeling (but resisting) a compulsion to start up yet another conversation with Boy Number One ... who clearly has neither interest nor concern, and yet he is the one who generates a sense of comfort in me ( Read more... )
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