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Concessions
Well, I haven't heard from The Boy since early last week when we made tentative plans to get together this weekend, so I must grudgingly concede that boys in their 20s have more interesting things to do than me, no matter how they make my heart flip ( Read more... ) -
Tattoos And Relativity
I'm not sure what I have to say about anything right now, but, as usual, I am bursting to say something. When finally they haul me off to be committed, I expect I will be chattering happily away about everything and nothing ( Read more... ) -
What Happens When
memory of remembering
sudden, overpowering
twist
not here but there
everywhere, nowhere
huddled in corner
unmoored
pressing back
from the pressing down
push of taking
suffocates
wordless
voiceless
mindless
body abandoned,
shrieking
fists beat ineffectual
until.
the end. -
Clouds; Completed
comfort resonates
in thrill of menace
drops beat
heartbeat
above
and stillness
close
embraces
in silent grey skies.
I settle,
holding
hushed inside
your steady whispers
wrapped around me.
thrumming low vibrations
you invoke a distant spell
of lightning
and I
surrender,
surrounded
submit. -
Racing Forward
I don't want a boy to save me, or define me or tell me who I am. But I want a boy who looks at me and sees everything I will be.
Last August, in the aftermath of one of the more brutal moments of the summer, I lay in the arms of a comforting friend and whispered "I just want to belong to someone." Shortly after that it came to me that I belong to ( Read more... ) -
I Am Thinking
that I should change the name of my journal to "Life, Uninterrupted". Since it is pretty much a constant stream of every thought that comes into my head and every mood that flits through my capricious self ( Read more... ) -
Cranky Girl Is Cranky
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Swooning
He sent me. Another. Poem ( Read more... ) -
Some Of What A Nervous Breakdown Feels Like
also apparently paranoia ( Read more... )
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