been so long since my last update. francisco passed away.. it's been six months already. lots of wonderful things have happened too, but that's the first thing i thought of when i started typing. maybe i'll go back on later and post more things. i miss my friend.. still very surreal

i wish i won the lotto. less stress. do whatever i want. help loved ones. i'd go to school just to learn new things and i'd have a library where i can hang out and read one book after the other.

i miss old friends. i miss past friends. i miss friends now. but all i really wanna do is hang out with justin. if i were a sims character, i would have 100% relationship with my bf, and have 0-5% relationships with the rest of the people. good thing i'm not a sim. good things there's other ways of communicating. good thing me and justin ( Read more... )

i wish my dad let me do sleep overs.  i wanna go drive somewhere and just chill and relax.  to san diego and kick it at the zoo.  to la and run around like a little kid at disney land... to lego land! o_O i'm 21 years young, but that's still 21 years in this world, and i haven't seen things.  i wanna see things!  i wanna see things w my person.  

 i'm 21 years old and i still enjoy cartoons and disney.  when i'm in my room relaxing, the disney channel will most likely be what's on tv.  i find it weird that i get entertained by "kewl" and "crazy" and "weird" cartoons, like the ones on adult swim, aaand still enjoy the kiddy toons.  it's a pretty big cartoon type range.

i love my friends and ( Read more... )

so it's around one in the morning.  i should be sleeping, but i'm not really tired.  i don't really feel like blogging, but it's april and my birthday just passed, so i feel like i need to blog about it before i forget.  i meant to go on this a week ago, but i just haven't been home.  most of my days are spent with jussin.  i quit my job last month ( Read more... )

my person is amazing.  the bestest.  man.. i feel like i hit jackpot.  lol.  =] happy sigh*

i wanna see walking with dinosaurs!!!! but i have work.. and justin has work. sigh =[ maybe someday!!! lol

i need some gingko biloba to boost my memory.  lol.. i don't even know if that really works, but whatever it takes to make my memory better.  i keep losing my things, and i can't remember where i put them at all.  i feel like watching house, but i don't remember where i put my dvds =[.  lol.. grr.. i'm frustrated.  haha. anywhoo..

school's over ( Read more... )

winter's awesome. but the holidays always fuck me over.  i mean, tis the season to be jolly, but i get too jolly and spend so much on black friday and presents for christmas.  i think it's fun, but i don't work much, so i don't make much.  it's alright.  it's not like i ubberly charge all year.. just the last two months =]  peoples deserve to get ( Read more... )