lonnnng weekend...had practice on thursday and then left for biddeford at like 11, we practice all day friday and then saturday too. we had full dress rehersal on saturday and a buncha people came to watch us, it was cool.we finished the entire show, its reallly awesome!! its looking like GOLD this year!!! we're all pumped for the Malden show on ( Read more... )

_theres a hole in my soul and its been killin me forever, hows it feel to be the one who turns the knife inside of me ( Read more... )

or at least what seems like forever. so havent updated in a long time. havent felt like it. plus, i doubt u people wanna hear about my wonderful problems. yeah, so ive definitly been depressed, sad, not happy, angry, and every other emotion besides happy. i want to be happy and i want to let all of these problems go, but my heart just wont let me. ( Read more... )

okay, so i just got off of the phone... and im just thinking about alot. im so torn apart. i dont know what is the matter with me. i miss my dad so much. i dont know what to do about him either. he's missed alot in my life already, adn i think that even if i call him, it wont change anything. i used to be his favorite. i dont think i am anymore. we ( Read more... )

I AM: Janel ( Read more... )

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so, yet another bad day. it all started off fine, had practice this weekend and then a parade, kinda boring, i missed my colleen! anyways, today started out good, didnt do much in school, and then i had an ortho. app. they cut out part of my expander,,,,damn it kills!!! :( tonite i have drivers ed from 5-8....ugh its gunna be SO boring!!!!!! oh ( Read more... )

another day. how exciting. had camp this past weekend, that was fun. got sunburned :( but ill be tan soon, so thats okay:) yeah. today went to school, had a game vs. MASCO, we lost and the coach was an asshole again to me. i really hate him. yeah, then i went to Chris' tryout. i love watchin him play:) hes going to the prom with megan, thats cool. ( Read more... )