i had one of the best birthdays i can remember for a long time, and i couldn't be happier about it. it just reminds me of what great friends i have, and i totally appreciate all their awesomeness. =)

so matt and i saw a movie tonight (bend it like beckham, which i liked), the first time we've hung out alone in weeks. as i drove home (crying), i came to a realization: there will always be something (or someone) more important in matt's life than me. and that fucking hurts. period.

hmm...i really have nothing to say.

dammit.

this weekend was fantastic. friday i drove to rochester and brought matt madeleines. we went to the east end festival and got there just in time to see candid. it was a surprisingly good show...they did ani and the skunk dance AND scenario. stuff i hadn't seen in a while. too bad one sweet world was playing at the same time so we couldn't ( Read more... )

"i love taryn, where love is strong like titanium, beautiful like a sunset, and real like your own hand"that was pete's (remember pete?) away message tonight. usually i hate sappy away messages, but this one is different. i haven't talked to the kid in forever and a day, but i actually IMed him to comment on it. you know that's so unlike me, but ( Read more... )

yesterday we went to the hollywood and saw identity for a dollar. as if that wasn't cheap enough, i stole a two dollar poster...so theoretically, i made a dollar. i didn't mean to steal the poster...i was going to pay for it but the line was out the door before the movie started, so i took it into the theater with me and was planning to pay for ( Read more... )

this weekend went by way too fast. just got home from mark's, where we rented how to lose a guy in 10 days (a jen and my pick). damn that matthew mccounaughey, if only all guys were just like him... earlier matt and i went to the park and walked around, or rather found a bench and sat around for an hour (but i don't think it was our first ( Read more... )

i watched the three musketeers today on hbo, having forgotten it was a disney movie and how cheesy it was, but i still kinda liked it...i think it brings out the kid in me, whatever that means ( Read more... )

so matt and i did end up going strawberry picking (i can guilt-trip like the best of them), which was fun. and now that i've gotten it out of my system, i probably won't have to do it again for a few years ( Read more... )

so matt left me a message last night saying he got some kind of crazy itchy rash all over his body and that he had a doctor's appointment this morning to see what it was. he did not mention, however, that the appointment was in syracuse, so i was quite surprised when he called me a little while ago and said he was home. i guess the doctor gave ( Read more... )