So apparantly I have written in here in 70 weeks, which doesn't really surprise me, but i fell the need to vent right now, and have no one here who I can do that too ( Read more... )

sometimes life is an illogical twist of circumstances that are all rolled up together like they are pretending that they fit into your life, but you can never really understand how ( Read more... )

so i find it funny that i have more then enough time right now to be doing work but i'm behind. Mostly because its reading, and i hate reading text books. But i feel like i should have it done cause i'm not busy, but then i guess thats why i'm a procrastinator. Is it weird then i can't deal with getting enough sleep all the time. Like my body ( Read more... )

life is confusing. I know it, but i still don't get it, ever. i feel like there is something i am missing, but i only ever notice it when i'm not busy. Do i just not have time when i am busy, is that why i like being busy, cause it means that i don't have to worry about anything else. How am i ever going to get a job, ok, so slightly random, ( Read more... )

So new years was alot of fun. Kaitlyn, Jaime, and I drove up to fredonia and stayed at my house. And Cathy, Lisa and Tina came over too. It was awesome i am so happy that i decided to go. At midnight i called my cousin who was with my brother and sister, and i talked to all of them. My cousin told me that my sister was drunk, which confused me ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting at my house...like my home house in rochester...not the one in fred. And i am on my laptop cause we now have wireless in my house, and i have a laptop, i also have a printer which is really good and will be very useful to my portfolio next year, cause i want it to look pretty (the portfolio which will be made of lots of pictures not ( Read more... )

So i've spent the last two days sitting in my living room and watching tv, and also doing some of my hw. I've sorta been sick, and by sorta i mean i have, but it's weird cause i really only feel when i get up and start walking around. Sitting here i basicaly feel perfectly fine. I have also been on a diet of soup and preztals cause they don't ( Read more... )

so the last three weeks have kicked my ass pretty badly. I realized this as it was happening but not quite to what extent. I got a decent amount of sleep the other night, then slept all day, woke up for theatre practice and a little hanging out at home and then passed out the second i was in bed ( and by bed i mean i haven't slept in my room for ( Read more... )

So this week was also long, but thats not really surprising. I once again did not sleep for like three days in a row. Last night i got to though, and i am going out to a halloween party tonight. Tomorrow i have auditions for 10 hours, for the show that i am stage managing next semester, which is Pippin. I started figuring out my schedule for ( Read more... )

I'm about ready to go home right now. I'll get about 4 hours of sleep before i have to get up and come back tomorrow. Which if i had gotten sleep this week wouldn't be to bad, but i have only got three of four hours the past two nights too. And i have been spending like 0 time on shows, and just doing hw, and i took a late on a project which i ( Read more... )