"Finish every day and be done with it ( Read more... )

Not only am I dumbfounded by the beauty of Istanbul, Turkey
but baffled by the technology that allows me to be in my bed while seeing such lucid images of Istanbul, Turkey. 
It feels sort of eerie,
All the little things are being demolished in the process of human.. uhm, growth?

I am an absurd kind, an odd species ( Read more... )

 
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I have to be okay with the inconsistent discontentment, the morbid notions and grotesque stimulations, the random outpourings of emotion or lack thereof. My cogitations, inclinations are unstable and change from one day to another. Sometimes in a single day my spirit will refashion itself. I never know how I will feel when I awake; everyday is ( Read more... )

I try and seek the psychotics, the crazy artists, the transients, the rebels, the anti-conformists yet they are far and few between. Where did the great minds go? I am Sifting through the bullshit, and when I find these minds, these crazy ones I keep 'em around and take 'em for all they are worth. In the mean time I keep myself distracted with ( Read more... )

 "...they were teaching that there was absolutely no difference between anybody... Another thing they taught was that nobody was ridiculous or bad or disgusting" - Vonnegut, Slaughterhouse-Five.

"I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.
 I feel my fate in what I cannot fear.
 I learn by going where I have to go" - Vonnegut

"Billy Pilgrim has come ( Read more... )

"For those who believe in God, most of the big questions are answered. But for those of us who can't readily accept the God formula, the big answers don't remain stone-written. We adjust to new conditions and discoveries. We are pliable. Love need not be a command or faith a dictum. I am my own God. We are here to unlearn the teachings of the ( Read more... )

Finally, Contentment. In consequence of the intake of 2 adderals, a cup of black coffee, four shots of espresso, over a pack of cigarettes, productivity and deprivation of sleep in the last 38 hours. I am afraid to rest my eyes; I do not want to wake up and find myself again melancholy.

Eleven am Tuesday, twelve pm, one pm, two pm, three pm, four ( Read more... )