I think i am going to make my journal friends only for a while ( Read more... )

sooo....i spose ill do a public post again and write things that frankly i dont care who reads. ive been editing all my posts lately so i dont offend or anything ( Read more... )

soooo things are looking up. they may just be starting to blow over. which is GREAT! i hope its all blown over...or in the process of blowing ( Read more... )

okidy doke.

i have heard all the rumors and hearsay and im dissapointed that noone has the guts to come up to me and ask me for my side and just go with the one sided story and gossip and rumors that is suspicions mostley and mostley fiction.

I am not a scarlet woman, whore, maneater, homewrecker, slut, scrag, jeolous spiteful bitch or whatever ( Read more... )

im gaining tummy. thats blergh. it means 2 things

my loverly friend must be coming (i always gain weight/ retain water just before that time) orrrr im eating crap (not suprising with the amount of alchy/ coffee ive been drinking since the show ended.

its sad coz during the show i had motivation to keep it off. now i have none. i cant say "well jen ( Read more... )

so...i got new clothes. size 9 jeans, size 8 brown pants and size 10 black pants, a cute jumper, a belt, a hooded cropped jacket with PUFFY SLEEVES a singlet and top thing. good shop.

it made me realise that i am finally losing weight! yay! but im eating so much since the end of children of eden. sad. hopefully will stop during carosel. not stop ( Read more... )

just looked at the clock. dum dum dummmmm

so it is done ( Read more... )

hello guys. T - 17 minutes till i start a 4 and a half hour exam. bastards.

didnt eat dinner last night. proud of that. it makes up for the recent abundance of caramel lattes ive been drinking. so bad but damn if they arent tasty as all hell. coffee of choice for me. lol.

uhhh Children of Eden closes forever and for good on sunday. so all of you had ( Read more... )

He watched her. Everyday she got off the same train walked the same route to some place he didn’t know. She looked young. Barely out of high school. She was pretty. Not strikingly so, averagely pretty…if there was such a thing…she had melancholy dark eyes that looked around as if taking in little things that no-one cared to notice. She was oddly ( Read more... )