im sick of people using eachother, especially me, im sick of them tellin u one thing but doin another, of stabbing in the back, of only caring about themselves, of doin something u repeatedly asked them not to do but they did it inspite of ur feelings anyway, im sick of never feeling good enough, of people takin advantage of me, of me puttin more ( Read more... )

ok. so last entry i talked about the pts... well it came back with a vengence today. first i got a letter in the mail from the dmv sayin because of the accident i got a point off of my license and if i get another point i might get restrictions on it so i can only drive with a adult over 25 or something.... so until march 9 (its sad i kno the exact ( Read more... )

ok i dont kno if anyone still reads this.. but i dont really care.. alrighty. i kno this is incredibly old but i could care less.. i think i have ptsd.. (post tramatic stress disorder)ok i have like practically all the symptoms... flash backs, distancing oneself from people u once were close to, slight depression,i get irritable, it occurs about ( Read more... )

latley i have been thinking alot, just about everything.. life in general.. and the more i think the more lost and lonely i feel. i dont kno its really hard to explain.. plus it seems that more and more stuff gets dropped on my shoulders and it just keeps adding up and no matter what i do i cant live up to everyones expectations - i just cant and ( Read more... )

hey hey.. i havent written in a while.. ummm christmas is coming!!! yay! i like presents.. life is ok i guess been pretty busy lately. i have like nothing to write about ( Read more... )

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hey yall i am really bored!!!!! i wish i didnt have to babysit on fridays!!! o well i get money! thats always good. nothing really new with me just same boring life. Halloween is coming! i dont know what i am gonna be yet tho. yep yep.. i have like nothing to talk about so im just gonna go...

Hey there ya'll.... im really bored.... anyways lets see... whats been happening lately.... NOTHING! um... maries b-day is in like a week from tomorrow.... tomorrow i have a test in chem and i really need a good grade cuz i have like a D and yea so i need to raise it so my mom doesnt tell me she told me so.... again, ummm i dont know what i am ( Read more... )

lets see.... friday we went to the game... then yesterday i hung out with melissa... which was really fun... i luv that kid and we went to the carnival with nicole and her cousin...then i spent the night at melissas and she took me home b4 her bros game so i could go to church then after church my family was makin fun of me cuz i am such a clutz ( Read more... )

so its been a while since ive updated.... school started, unfortunately, but it did... my classes are alright i guess... but yea nothing else is really new ~ today i went to chels house for her sisters reception thingy - it was fun. i got to see the girls... yea i dont really have much to say... cept for there has been this peice of shit thing in ( Read more... )