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Well guess who seems to be relapsing into her ED? Not brilliant but feeling so chubby and yuck. THoughts of food is revulsing, just wanna heave with any food. Currently nothing is safe. Just wanna puke again and again. Debating what I am going to do tomorrow as am at school from 9ish until probably 11pm, good chance to screw off and not eat, not so ( Read more... )

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mi-STRESS-graine
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thank you, that is all

"Stop or I will kick you in the testicles" just brilliant, must find a way to use this

"Dead is not a diagnosis" geee why not ;-)

rather pissed right now and still quite overheated. Dunno if I will be taking tha bus again ( Read more... )

2 major assignments done. Even that bugger of a boring lab report for quality management. Done ( Read more... )

Well title pretty much says it all. I am sick of all this crap and I really just want to hide away. I have group up at sheenas place at 3 so perhaps I will be able to vent there some too. At least it seems like a reasonable group for once since it is for people working and studying in health related fields. I dunno, just feel a better connection ( Read more... )

So very stressed and depressed. Today I am just a complete mess and am fighting the thoughts of dropping out again and perhaps finally taking care of soemthing I have contemplated for many years. Living sitution not so good. Feeling rather much like tonight I am living in a warzone the way my aunt and uncle are going at it. Fighting back tears. No ( Read more... )

I just applied for a job this summer at Air Canada here in Toronto
I think I am really off my rocker tonight
but with my aviation background, ppl skills and so on why the heck not

as some may say, as I completed my image quality assignment today, let cow poop flow

totally exhausted for no reason
glad i am not playing the pops concert so i do not have to go to rehearsal tomorrow
big relief
paper done so just need quick edit,
hopefully prepared for exam
fun
dare i ask: is it friday yet?