i cleaned tucker's ears today because they looked dirty the other day, and i guess they're just naturally that color, because no wax or anything came out...then he grumbled at me and ran away ( Read more... )

i had got all of this stuff for an easter egg hunt, and i guess i won't really be able to do it as planned, so i think i need to alter it.

i got two new books today, had a good dinner, and think i'll round out the night with some jen-style relaxation, i got a lot of fresh air today and it felt goooooood.

looking back, i was so happy tuesday night, i was singing in french in the shower, and wednesday was a great day too...

i wish things could be a little more consistent.

so, i'm a bit of a mess right about now ( Read more... )

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: bars seeking listeners, or die of cold, their bones to be trampled ( Read more... )

i guess sundays just aren't my day ( Read more... )

whether i wake to you're smile ( Read more... )

i just don't know what to say anymore.

friday: surgeon's appt, waited 1.75 hours to be seen, results: booking in progress. came home, helped my father do some work, organized some of my unpackings, packed for the cape, headed to waltham to meet up with thomas. made the trek down in the darkness, fell asleep early watching cartoons with my boy ( Read more... )

i'm going to see my surgeon this morning to FINALLY (!) set a date. i'm more nervous about this for some reason, like actually hearing the date will be far more scary than the actual procedure. i can't help but feel this anxiety of having SO many thing's i'll need to get done beforehand, not in some morbid preparatory way, but more in a "i'm not ( Read more... )