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I realize that I don't use this journal enough in its own right. I use it to post on comms, but that's about it. That makes it worthwhile to keep, but I feel like I should be able to make this my own journal. Not just something I use to send anonymous letters.
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Snow gives me such a peaceful feeling. It's really nice now that it seems like everything is at one extreme or another ( Read more... ) -
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I just found out that I have a voicemail from Matt Lock. Exciting? I think so ( Read more... ) -
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I keep getting angry at the smallest things. I feel like I keep on giving, but I'm not getting anything back.
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I'm in such a good place now. I can't even really verbalize this happy, bubbly feeling that wants to just overflow and make everyone else happy too. It's not a particularly nice day, but I don't want to be at work. I want to be driving around hanging out with the people I love. Or be curled up at home on the couch knitting with a fire going. Maybe ( Read more... ) -
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I just spent a fucking hour peeling a Clementine. That's what a combination of nerves and boredom take me. Whatev.
MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK TONIGHT!
Boo uterus.
Mmmm, I really do love clementines. I should get my sandwich out of the car and eat it. -
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I was always so apathetic before now. Telling myself that I deserved better and eventually I just got over it. But now I'm not sure if I got better, or if I just put a bandage over it to hide it from view. I think that I just buried it so deep that I forgot about it for a while. But it's still there and it stings. Fuck. I'm so close to where I was ( Read more... ) -
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As odd as it sounds coming from me of all people, I kind of miss being in a relationship. I'm pretty sure that it's not just because of the companionship, because I have that. Maybe it's the intimacy. I don't really open up to too many people, so maybe I really just want someone that I can pour my heart out to. The number of people who can ( Read more... ) -
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Finally 18, and what are my plans for the day? Work and choir. They got me a cake at work. There was also a baby shower, so it was a double cake day ( Read more... )